Been very pre-occupied all day today. So many things in life for which I have no answers to. So many things to share but no one who will understand.
Its true, over a period of time, relationships start to fade and become a shadow of what they were at the peak. You take the other person for granted once the novelty wears off.
Wouldn't it be lovely, dear heart, if we had someone in our lives who would really understand and accept us for what we are?? Do we deserve to spend our lives with people who constantly criticize us and everything around while being completely blind to their faults?
If only the passion and the depth of feeling towards another remained constant or deepened? It would save the world from so much hurt.
What is it really that makes someone want to seek satisfaction outside a relationship without trying to communicate with his/her partner? Maybe its just that - 'trying'. Its just too trying for some people to communicate. But don't you owe even that much to someone whose heart dances at the sound of your voice, whose eyes smile at your sight and whose lips shudder everytime she says your name?
Are there happy endings only in Jane Austen's stories? I wish for the strength to be resilient and to be forever hopeful, smile playing on my lips, blinding the rest of the world to what's behind.
I remain an optimist. Giving up on a soulmate is giving up on oneself. Today is just one of those days where I didn't understand God's plans for me.
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