Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Rant about emotions

Why is it that I'm so emotional about things? Especially when it comes to my relationships? There are relationships that I'm very sane in. I know my limits, I respect the other person's and understand the other person perfectly well (sometimes!). Then, there's this relationship which I believe is most important in my life and I just cannot help but be a bundle of emotions in this.

I'm tired of questioning my contribution to it and of trying. Tired of making excuses for the other person which helps me justify why I'm still in this relationship.

If only I were sane enough to be as detached as he is. If only I could stop giving in and rushing to comfort him (when he least needs it).....if only....

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